ahh i finally talked to him again tonight.
we didn't talk in seriously 5 days.. it was weird.
we had such good conversations going,
then all of a sudden:
"liz is calling me, so i'm gonna go."
i know they're going out, and i know that he should answer her calls,
but he was with her since thursday, and i didn't talk to him in so long.
i hate that i'm second best.
HATE it.